Friday, June 30, 2006

So its Friday!!!!! Begining of a holiday weekend....I should be happy and overjoyed that I actually have some time off....and I am. But I cannot but help have this feeling that something just isn't right. Maybe its my Lukemia test, maybe its the wedding, maybe its just life in general trying to tell me to slow down and remember to breathe.

I went out last night with the girls and danced the night away and it was a ton of fun, and I think the best part was that Liz was there....She is this amazingly cool chick...who I would have never met if it hadn't been for Dennis, but never in a million years would I ever give him credit for us meeting. She has this calming beauty about her that is really neat, not to mention that she is drop dead gorgeous and has a great personality. Im excited to get to know her and have more fun evenings hanging out.

I should know tomorrow about the Lukemia test..its nerve wracking and it has had me on edge for the last 2 days...but I keep telling myself I'm not gonna worry about it until I know I have something to worry about. I have tons of people pulling for me and praying for me and so that has to mean something right?

Well I suppose i better get back to work...considering I am still on the clock...Guys.. just remember that you have no idea when life is gonna throw a curve ball at ya, you have to be ready and embrace the change and excitement of it all....Until we get together again.....

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Today Im Thankful For:

- I had another day at wasn't wonderful..but i still can pay my bills

-A wonderful conversation with TJ about our summer plans

-An invigorating walk with Allison at Cal Poly....i feel so whole again

-That I have the ability to see the change i bring about in other people

- That I know I have friends near and far who really do care and who would do anything for me

-For my prince who is lost out there somewhere on the same search as me...hopefully we'll bump into each other here getting impatient.

-Dennis....cause he makes me smile and because i had an awesome weekend with my bestfriend.

-Katie because she has more strength to put up with chairs being thrown at her and her boyfriend being an ass...close your eyes and breathe it'll be over soon.

-My bed...because it is the next place I am going...time for sleep and peaceful dreams.

Monday, June 12, 2006 I thought I would try something completely different than that retarded myspace day after day......Mybe this will be my safe haven to come to when the world just gets a little too crazy and I need to jump off for a little bit.
Today wasn't kept me busy and although i have this horrible anemia thing going on thats causing me to pass out randomly...I managed to get through work without causing a scene. I came home to an empty roommate, no bestfriend...he left and went home again...truly a a sad thing, wish he could stay forever cause I don't think he has any idea how much joy and happieness he brings me by just being around and talking to me.
Anyway...glad the day is widing up...much to do and think about as the days pass until I have a vacation and I can head down south to a whole different world. Until tomorrow....may each of you know the meaning of love, joy and happieness as we see the sun set on another day given to us by a power far greater than ourselves.